Realizations

Up Late nights Are my time Down early mornings  When I sleep My life is no longer mine Time is no longer time My mind tries  Keeping up is not insight Feelings on Outta sight outta mine I get it now children change everything  Life can be blissful  Love is still my missile 

Hands up I bow out gracefully  I had and epiphany  And dreams I dream vividly  Its outta my hands I see This is getting clear to me Blinded by the mucky lake Cause water is water to me The wind blows telling me Let the love be free Cause true love never leaves Slowly I'm starting to breathe  So I'll let go  Suffocated myself enough From overthinking  I been been  But I wasnt chosen  Tired of leaking  Somethings must come to an end Realization  This is a  Lose lose Win win My shadow will no longer  Cause pain and sin Live fruitfully  I'll never be a burden again