Realizations

Who is your creator Who do you have faith in Do you have faith Who taught you how to love Do you know what love really is Have you felt it all over you Have you basked in love Like the kind that know one can touch The kind that cant be taken away When you find it  Like really find it Like find it find it ........................

Nice and nasty Ask em My sexuality dosent define me But I can get dirty Freak nasty Do things that you will only take  To your grave I will engrave my name  On your soul Without my touch  You will never be whole Mesmerize you With my piercing eyes Have you scream loud  But only on the inside I will own you Gestures will be made And you will comply I am a forbidden fruit  That cannot be denied Ive stretched the truth  But I aint ever lied  Granted Access  Every time  Even if I dont ask Which I normally dont Special invites cum I leave making em still want some The first time is never the another I am not a repeat offender  But I always got the lightning and the thunder   

Life has phases I know we all go through The hardest part is wining  Then losing what you worked for But you have to lose to gain Thats where that unsettling Pain that is not to be hidden from No matter how you try to cover it So many distractions Everything piles up Cant tell when enough is enough Just waking up get tough In a mind state of misconstruction Everything is everything and nothing is something There is always one thing How do I release Feeling trapped.... Until I started working on me  Pulled out the magnifying glass Turned it into a selfie stick Sat in the sun Let it burn a bit  So many layers  So many players So many things I could name them but    Im still sorting things Restoring things Replacing thing Erasing things is impossible But thats what removable storage is for Take it out my hard drive Put it in a box It will always be there  But in that box It will free me release another layer I am learning to breathe  I suffocate I ho...

Speak it Say it  Louder I cant hear you Scream it Stream it through you blood Understand it  Demand it Life Breathe it Feel it Reach for it Embrace it  Admire it Devour it In hale  Deeply  Love