Realizations

Ion even care Went over everything in my head All scenarios Cant see any of em Without you doe Long term or short Cant sort out whats Wrong Not on my sleeve But best believe I ain't doing this For fun Always and forever 831

Is it wrong to be unsure To want to be alone To feel like you lived your life And want to live in a dome Trying to make sense Break it down Let it all out Unattached Unattractive Unattractied Tired I've met my goal Found what my purpose is Ready to let go And guide I've tried but no option seems too come without hurting But is it ok if I'm the one...

Recently I bared my feelings And I must say Honestly Being honest With the one you love the most Made a difference No sugar coat Getting to old For what ifs So I spoke my peace It is what it is The more I think about it The more I know it wont work I'm too different The new me wont be accepted More like rejected Ejected like a missile Mind set to deep My sage will seep into your pores My palosanto will over flow you nose I'm about to much peace Still full of love And definitely still sweet Passion is still strong But is the love still unique Nothing is mild or meek Strong and bold But attention is not what I seek I lay to low I dont like my life to Flourish through social media Not flashy enough A picnic in a back yard Means more to me Then flying cross country I just might not be your Type Confused by your reaction Is my love true satisfaction Sliding pass how you love the love Or do you No need to answer Cause I see right throug...

High blood pressure But I feel none Over standing Despite What's real Bare nails No locs Who is this girl I see Cause it's no longer me Who is me Separate from But reconnecting with the old me But with new responsibilities Learning the truth about me Slowly but surely Cant hide behind An inner mystery Cause I'm all that I can be Before the locs I was me No desperation No chasing Knowing no one was t Replacing So slowly embracing me My flaws show beautifully Fuck everything else Learning to fall back in love with me

Sexual Reality  1.Yes 2.No 3.Hell yes!  4.Pharell Forreal But does it mean anything?

Reason Season Lifetime But who is what What is who Scared because All things impossible Must come to an in But if it becomes Possible was in Im At all Did it fall for the right season I think I know The reason So many more seasons So time is not being wasted Just being taught What to do with it Nothing you want seems legit Blame it on the ways of life Living for everything but life Eyes wide open in strife Trying to see what's Beyond Behind Bewildered Reason Season Lifetime What am I Who is who Came to know it Ain't Two Separately Is it you Ask myself is it true Let it go How do you

Everything is what it seems We just choose not to see Eyes blinded by hurt and what should be Instead of fighting for what could be That's a big part of my story Its amazing how one event Can change perspective How one can be come Way more objective Some may call it and eye opener I call it a choker Because I cant seem to catch my breath Me coming too Have yet to come up yet Its it cause I dont want to Or I cant Feel like I'm being weighed down Sometimes I wanna stay down Re vamping didnt work...

So There Is Really No Coming Back Tired So I'll continue To fake it I will make it I wanted us Beyond dust The streets are clear But still foggy When I look out Sun shining But there is still doubt Back and fourth Like a swing I've realized There is nothing worth Realizing So I've decided Too let go Of a whole lot of Nothing While I sing in my head A song worth the sing