Conversation or Confusion ?

Recently I bared my feelings
And I must say
Honestly
Being honest
With the one you love the most
Made a difference
No sugar coat
Getting to old
For what ifs
So I spoke my peace
It is what it is

The more I think about it
The more I know it wont work
I'm too different
The new me wont be accepted
More like rejected
Ejected like a missile
Mind set to deep
My sage will seep into your pores
My palosanto will over flow you nose

I'm about to much peace
Still full of love
And definitely still sweet

Passion is still strong
But is the love still unique
Nothing is mild or meek
Strong and bold
But attention is not what I seek

I lay to low
I dont like my life to
Flourish through social media
Not flashy enough
A picnic in a back yard
Means more to me
Then flying cross country

I just might not be your Type

Confused by your reaction
Is my love true satisfaction
Sliding pass how you love the love
Or do you
No need to answer
Cause I see right through you
L-ost
O-verly
V-aulrunalble
E-verlasting

I wont cast a spell
I wont flip my cards
I'll just let bygones
Be bygones
But just know if I manifest it
It will all be gone...