But Do I?

Grounding

I think I found it

I think im finding me

Dont care for the reality

Of my flaws but I am well aware

That they exist

Naw aint nothing blissfully

Gotta take the good with the bad

And look fully

I love my daughter

But how can I be good for her

If I aint good for me 

Truthfully

My ruthlessness

Will ruin me internally

Externally floating

Do I revolt

On do I sit quite 

I wonder if she can tell

That I will always fit in

Sadly enough

I woulda threw it all away for the sake of me

Loving me

2018

The year of uncertainty

On the side of giving up

On me 

2years later I am a different me

White flag I think I guess im learning to be happy